what's missing

During this journey to life's end, the long road made me realize the things that I miss. Don't get me wrong, there are so many things happening lately. So many things that keep me busy and crazy.

I am going away again for a little why. I know that I will be missed by someone. I will miss her too. Even the most ferocious distractions can't keep me from thinking about you. Which is damn plain crazy.

I miss my music. I miss playing. I miss writing. I miss performing. I miss the whole deal.

But most of the time, I miss you more.

To the girl the is keeping my heart afloat. Cheers to you.

gone for along time but still keeping it real,

peculiar ron

a moment of peace to gather the pieces

Our physical bodies are minute compared to lives we could live..

So stop staring at lives from the inside out.
Start loving life from the deepest trenches of your heart.

with plenty of love to give,
ron

Too busy for the net...

This is what is left of my sanity and my time..

Took a second to breath in virtual reality..
I'll be back soon..
As long as I can wake up with a smile on my face..
As long as I know that there is a chance a miracle will happen..
As long as you are still in this heart..
As long as He is with me..

I can survive..
I can do it all..

A Fork in The Road

I am saddened by the fact that it was that easy for you to let it all go. Maybe there were too many misunderstandings that you could see past the fact that I am still willing to give it a chance.

I am still here.

For me friend are friends till the end. I will be honest. I am not really a fortune teller. All I wanted was for you to be clear if you need me cause I am wanted to be there. I am willing to be there.

I am still willing.

But I can understand that there are too many roads one could take. There's always a fork ahead. Right or left. Left or right. In the end, we unconsciously went our own separate ways. I am sad.

I am still sad.

I understand that life is filled with perfect coincidences. Maybe someday it will be a day of perfect coincidence where we will find ourselves in the same road at the same time.

Goodbye friend. Belated Happy Birthday.

You will be missed..

checking reality,
ron

Message from my past to my future

Hey you! The past year has been great! Greater than what we have expected.

Through mostly thick and sometimes thin, we have gone through what life threw at us.

God never swayed. We almost always swayed, yet we stood strong.



At the sermon at mass that I attended with the family before New Year's eve, the priest gave me some words and wisdom that made me able to put something that has sense in this year-end entry.

And I quote, "Many of you are wearing new clothes for this mass. Many have already bathe to welcome the new year....".

Of all the presumptions that he said, nothing was 'aimed' at me, for a lack of a better word. So that made me think. I did not wear anything new that mass. I did not bathe for that mass. :D

So what was the point?

I just thought that 2009 was a really great year. I could not count the immense number of blessings I received from the Almighty. I really think that I am making good progress in my journey in being what God and I want myself to be.

This is why the statement 'change' is not really the best word to describe what I want myself to experience this new year. Again, it is a process and I am still in this process. So, I choose 'continue the change'.

I will still keep the many many many things I have learned and experienced in 2009. It is a milestone in our challenging, peculiar, mind-numbing journey called life. But, there will always be room for improvement! For the bigger things, For the better things, For the most important thing. Love.

This moment, I would honestly say, is the real start of the start of our journey that is LEGEN... wait for it!...


DARY!

keeping the future fresh,
airon

I found.

I found music..

.. I found rhythm

I found peace..

.. I found meaning

Beneath the melody..

Life is a beautiful symphony..

A story as old as time it self..

Focusing on the music,
airon

The rays will guide you home

He said..

"I will be your light"

And I believe Him..

Even in the darkest of places, you can still see the faintest light.. the smallest spark..

walking in the light,
airon