Feelin' Supa Great!

As the month of August closes with a big sigh and a big heart, I realized (this blog is full of these things called "realizations") that It has been a pretty pretty busy month.

> I am now a fully functioning cluster head of the very wonderful YFC WC3

> My playlist is about to reach 40 gigs (hooray! hope I could listen to them all in one sitting).

> I am still in this thing called "progress".

> I am doing my environmentalistic duties (with my school org of course..).

> I exercising almost everyday! (a healthy body and mind is important!)

> I passed 3 long exams already! (ULTRA Hooray!)

> I already watched.. The Pianist (5/5), Nuovo Cinema Paradiso (Italian 4/5), I Love You Man (3.5/5), Pineapple Express (^6^/5 for its ???? factor), Earth 2100 (5/5)

> I am very happy.

> I am contented.

> I am a hitchhiker.

Just a happiness update. At times when you think that your situation can't get any better, think again. Things always work out. Don't ask me how. They just do. Just ask God. :)

still going.. and going.. and going...

-airon

tired but not defeated..

I'm beginning to feel the weight of everything as my eyes lids close slowly. This is the part when doubts flourish and the very fabric of mind's structure is put to the test. I know it is inevitable but I was assuming that I could pretend that I will not give in. Don't get me wrong. I haven't, but there are times i wanted to. It seems easier to be the easy way out.

But.

No. No. No.

This is not me talking. Again, a tired mind is easy to break. A breathe is all that I need.

I ask for this. He gave it to me. My cup now overflows.

No. No. No.

Never give up!!! Never surrender!!!

I know with God I am more than what I am. I am now superhuman.

flying in the skies,

airon

Answer the phone.. I know that your home..

whew.. its been along time since I wrote. It's been hell. or heaven. So many things are happening and now my head is spinning altering my reality making me feel troubled in paradise.

It had been a wonderful ride. There are so many things I have learned. So many things I thank God for. But there were just too much. This will be the first part of my entry.

The weather is confusing bipolar man filled with emotion wanting a world were emotion is a symptom of weakness. Amidst the confusion, being filled with his own personalities and weakness, he chose neither. In this moment of weakness, he became consumed with thoughts he doesn't know that he would come to think again. His world of compromise was then again revealed to him. He is now here and now he is going to do was is ask of him by fate and his God. May it offend the very personalities he came to please? It might. But then again. A call of greatness is not confined to just one. He kept on telling himself that. Only hoping that he doesn't forget what he told himself that day.

Now He is still praying to God that he chose what is the better choice. Praying to him that they may forgive him for his blind choices and uncanny ability to please.

I am the weather. Ecstatic. Bipolar. and still very peculiar.

It has been defined that a call to "greatness" is both a privilege and a curse.

Nevertheless, I will answer the call for it is in my blood which courses through my heart.

There are still so many things to do. This is how many cups of coffee I need to drink to finish them all. :|

answering the phone,

airon