Wednesday, August 25, 2010

what's missing

During this journey to life's end, the long road made me realize the things that I miss. Don't get me wrong, there are so many things happening lately. So many things that keep me busy and crazy.

I am going away again for a little why. I know that I will be missed by someone. I will miss her too. Even the most ferocious distractions can't keep me from thinking about you. Which is damn plain crazy.

I miss my music. I miss playing. I miss writing. I miss performing. I miss the whole deal.

But most of the time, I miss you more.

To the girl the is keeping my heart afloat. Cheers to you.

gone for along time but still keeping it real,
peculiar ron

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

a moment of peace to gather the pieces


Our physical bodies are minute compared to lives we could live..

So stop staring at lives from the inside out.
Start loving life from the deepest trenches of your heart.

with plenty of love to give,
ron

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Too busy for the net...


This is what is left of my sanity and my time..

Took a second to breath in virtual reality..
I'll be back soon..
As long as I can wake up with a smile on my face..
As long as I know that there is a chance a miracle will happen..
As long as you are still in this heart..
As long as He is with me..

I can survive..
I can do it all..

Thursday, January 21, 2010

A Fork in The Road


I am saddened by the fact that it was that easy for you to let it all go. Maybe there were too many misunderstandings that you could see past the fact that I am still willing to give it a chance.

I am still here.

For me friend are friends till the end. I will be honest. I am not really a fortune teller. All I wanted was for you to be clear if you need me cause I am wanted to be there. I am willing to be there.

I am still willing.

But I can understand that there are too many roads one could take. There's always a fork ahead. Right or left. Left or right. In the end, we unconsciously went our own separate ways. I am sad.

I am still sad.

I understand that life is filled with perfect coincidences. Maybe someday it will be a day of perfect coincidence where we will find ourselves in the same road at the same time.

Goodbye friend. Belated Happy Birthday.

You will be missed..

checking reality,
ron